Hard=Hard
January 4, 2014 at 11:57pm
I don't wear my heart on my sleeve
There's a reason for that
There is a distance between others and myself
There's a reason for that
Things need to be done certain ways, or anxiety takes hold...you might not understand, but.....
There's a reason for that
If you cross me or my family.....their will be hell to pay
There's a reason for that
Nighttime is when I shine,.... and when my darkest demons come out to play
There's a reason for that.
I think differently...I process things differently...I don't understand things you might find easy
There's a reason for that
I'm quick to give, and I'm quick to guard....my life means nothing to me but I'd die for a close friend.
There's a reason for that
Others always come first,
There's a reason for that
I will work as hard as I can to fulfill my dreams and goals....failing more often than not
There is a reason for that.
Music inspires, calms and fuels me
There's a reason for that.
Some, would consider me self destructive
There's a reason for that
Beat me up drag me down, hit me on the field of battle, let me feel the pain of the hit, the hardness of the fall...... and then let me hit back.
I don't like fake people, or who put themselves first while leaving others in their wake.
There's a reason for that.
I'm loyal to the end, but if you play me, expect repercussions
yea...there's a reason for that.
you might think I am lazy...... Because I didn't reach my potential, Because my dreams didn't come true...Because I'm dependent when I long to be independent...Because I'm not the fantasized image you have in your mind of me
There's a reason for that
But you don't really care..because your definition of my life has nothing to do with me, but how you perceive how I "should" be.
There's a reason for that
So ask me how I am.....and hear my reply.... "fine", and then I'll ask how are you.
That's right I will deflect, because I'd rather find a way to be helpful to you
There's a reason for that
in the end Hard = Hard
My battles you may never see or know, at least not all of them.
but maybe slowly we will come to an understanding and a place of support and love.
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January 4, 2014 at 11:57pm
I don't wear my heart on my sleeve
There's a reason for that
There is a distance between others and myself
There's a reason for that
Things need to be done certain ways, or anxiety takes hold...you might not understand, but.....
There's a reason for that
If you cross me or my family.....their will be hell to pay
There's a reason for that
Nighttime is when I shine,.... and when my darkest demons come out to play
There's a reason for that.
I think differently...I process things differently...I don't understand things you might find easy
There's a reason for that
I'm quick to give, and I'm quick to guard....my life means nothing to me but I'd die for a close friend.
There's a reason for that
Others always come first,
There's a reason for that
I will work as hard as I can to fulfill my dreams and goals....failing more often than not
There is a reason for that.
Music inspires, calms and fuels me
There's a reason for that.
Some, would consider me self destructive
There's a reason for that
Beat me up drag me down, hit me on the field of battle, let me feel the pain of the hit, the hardness of the fall...... and then let me hit back.
I don't like fake people, or who put themselves first while leaving others in their wake.
There's a reason for that.
I'm loyal to the end, but if you play me, expect repercussions
yea...there's a reason for that.
you might think I am lazy...... Because I didn't reach my potential, Because my dreams didn't come true...Because I'm dependent when I long to be independent...Because I'm not the fantasized image you have in your mind of me
There's a reason for that
But you don't really care..because your definition of my life has nothing to do with me, but how you perceive how I "should" be.
There's a reason for that
So ask me how I am.....and hear my reply.... "fine", and then I'll ask how are you.
That's right I will deflect, because I'd rather find a way to be helpful to you
There's a reason for that
in the end Hard = Hard
My battles you may never see or know, at least not all of them.
but maybe slowly we will come to an understanding and a place of support and love.
Like · · Share · 14 minutes ago ·
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